i’m sorry. i’ve decided to do this cause i feel invisible and worthless here. i want to cut and i’m close to giving up. i wanna see myself in the hospital, laying in the bed, watching myself suffer in comatose or just simply lose my breath. i just can’t handle the pressure here in our house because everybody’s blaming me.. same goes to tumblr, i feel unimportant. sorry guys, i didn’t plan on saying this to you because i know you will stop me from this and that’s just a stupid. i really don’t wanna do this but i need to. it will just hurt me more if i stay here longer. sorry if my message is kinda short.. but don’t worry, i will miss you guys. i hope you guys would be happy and strong. i love you all ♥

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